At Amethyst, an Alvis Recovery Program, we witness incredible transformations every day—stories of strength, resilience, and hope. DJ, a current client, has channeled her journey into a powerful poem that reflects the raw truth of addiction, the courage to choose change, and the daily commitment to recovery. Her words offer a glimpse into the emotional and spiritual growth that happens when someone chooses to fight for a better life.
We’re honored to share DJ’s poem, Recovery, with you. It’s a testament to the healing power of community, faith, and self-love—and a reminder that every day in recovery is a victory.
Recovery, by DJ
A year and 21 days ago
I was lost within my body and soul
A drag a day and my weeks were droll
I had to have the next fix
If I didn’t, I’d throw a fit
I went to jail
I went through hell
But God told me
“You will prevail”
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S.T.A.R. is what they called it
No phone, no keys, no purse, no wallet
Just me versus me
On a plying field steep
“Do I wanna’ work on myself?”
“Or go back what I used to be?”
I chose me
I chose change
I chose DJ
I chose a new way
I could have went home
I chose a program instead
When my time was up
I headed to Amethyst
Recovery in my head
I got clean by force
Stayed clean by choice
God showed me my reasons
To praise and rejoice
Relearning some materials
New tools to utilize
Moving up in my program
With pride in my eyes
A job in my sights
Success within reach
I work very hard every day
To build a better me
Some days are better than others
Some nights feel dark and cold
But I’m coming full force for everything
That the devil stole
Changing the way I think
So my actions will follow
One day at a time
Trying to improve every tomorrow
I have to stay strong
I have to keep faith
I have to look all my obstacles
Square in the face
I have to choose life
And choosing me is living in recovery just for today